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Jun 1, 2016

The Hardest Goodbye Ever!

 on January 6th 2016 at my 13 week checkup, I found out that my baby did not have a heartbeat, it also had stopped at 8 weeks and 5 days. I had been carrying a dead baby inside myself for 5 weeks not knowing what had happened.
I have never ever felt this much pain in my entire life, as I have wanted to be a mother since I was a little girl. I gave this unborn baby all my love, hopes, and dreams and I will never see them be born, walk, go to school, and fall in love as much as I loved them.
I will be grieving and heart broken for a very long time.
rest on peace sweet baby peanut, mommy and daddy loved you so.